Oh, that’s how it ends!

I totally forgot my quantum physics. Light is a particle AND a wave, which means it has access to time, the fourth dimension. If you put a dark particle into a wave, then you also let darkness have access to time.

But there’s a time window opening soon, which is when all that darkness loses it’s ability to remain in time itself. Basically it goes back to being only a particle, so it’s back to a fixed position in space, the ultimate void! For some reason it’s been noticed that time windows correspond to the transit of Venus, which was a Mayan thing. They planned wars only when time windows were open. Until then they mostly sat around making art I guess. The next transit of Venus is June 6, 2012, and then of course the end of time is December 21, 2012. But that’s not the end of time for everybody, heavens!!

Magnetic Vortex on Sun C/O NASA

Writing Process

I forgot to tell you some things… I never told anyone but ages ago I figured out what the Greys were, if there was such a thing. They were genetically modified humans, people stripped of empathy, no overexcitabilities and yet a high IQ. But what that means is they’re working for someone else. They’re drones. But someone gave them an order ages ago and left them to their own devices because only the stupid can lead the stupid. It’s like the Borg but with no borg queen, because that person defected AGES ago. It’s running purely on chaos theory, but somehow has an illusion of supremacy. If they really did make a deal with the government, it’s because they’re working FOR the government, but if you know how to play the government, they’re working for you. They actually don’t have any power at all, because they come from the same source, but they assume since they were allowed to play with some advanced toys that they actually know what they’re doing. Real aliens don’t fly metal ships at all. They come in on magnetic frequencies. My god, it’s like giving a three year old a gun!

Because it’s a fact, if your intelligence is 30 points higher than a group, you can’t lead them. You can try but you’ll fail miserably unless you figure out a different way. Controlled intel. The government doesn’t talk about it, but they’re been using remote viewers for ages, people trained specifically to hone in on the future. But all the ex remote viewers I’ve heard say that there’s one point in time where they quite literally can’t see past. And it drives them crazy. The reason is because someone deliberately left the ending unwritten.

Di you ever hear about the time someone snooped on Tennessee Williams’s writing process? They told him he wrote great stuff in the morning but in the afternoon it got all weird. And he said “You’re not supposed to read the stuff I write in the afternoon!!!”

What if someone has based all of their military strategy on the afternoon writings of Tennessee Williams?

Alan Smithee

Alan Smithee, Allen Smithee, Alan Smythee, and Adam Smithee are pseudonyms used between 1968 and 1999 by Hollywood film directors who wanted to be dissociated from a film for which they no longer wanted credit. It was used when the director could prove to the satisfaction of a panel of members of the Directors Guild of America (DGA) and Association of Motion Picture and Television Producers that the film had been wrested from his or her creative control. The director was also required to keep the reason for the disavowal a secret. The pseudonym could not be used to hide a director’s failures.

12 Steps for Overcoming Abuse

** from http://www.barbforgovernor.com/cgi-bin/D.PL?d=jhope.steps ***

1) We admitted that we have worth and power.

2) We came to believe that we were not responsible for our abuse.

3) We made the decision to make a safe and healthy life for ourselves and our children.

4) We made an inventory of the factors that led us into an abusive relationship and learned the behaviors of potential abusers in order to avoid them in the future.

5) Admitted that we can develop a safe, healthy and happy relationship with ourselves and others.

6) We learned to love ourselves.

7) We learned to trust ourselves and others.

8) We made a list of all the things we never intend to endure again.

9) We made a vow to live our lives the way we desire and deserve to live them.

10) Continued to watch for the signs we have learned that indicate we are involved with an abusive individual or that indicate we are in danger of being involved in an abusive relationship so that we may avoid both.

11) Seek through support, determination, knowledge and our own power, to continue to live safe and happy lives achieving what we are destined to.

12) Having experienced a personal rebirth by passing through these steps, we are now ready to carry this message of hope to others.

In numerology 2007 is a 9 year

The Intuitive Healer
The Humanitarian, The Altruist
The Number of Compassion, Spirituality, and Forgiveness
The Energy of Completion, Idealism, and Transformation

This is the number of mastery. Number 9 signifies the end of things, completion and closure. It is concerned with seeing that things are properly finished, bundled up with love into the most perfect package possible. Abstractly, Number 9 is a highly intuitive and spiritual number, with concerns that reach for a higher plane of expression in some ways than those of the numbers before it. It is certainly a number of considerable potency, with the power of its predecessors all packed into this single expression.

Not scary

I don’t want to seem scary. We’re actually in a really good situation, I mean, out of all the things to unite on, mostly we’ve finally rallied around the point of just being decent human beings who don’t hurt people anymore. I know most of the world doesn’t agree with this insane march to global domination. It’s stupid. What the hell do they want with us anyway? They don’t even like us.

And I know a lot of stuff is going to start coming out, and I know a lot of things I say sound weird, but that’s fine, because people are supposed to think for themselves. I don’t think any outside group or single individual has the pull to pass judgement on ALL of society. I mean, a lot of things people have manipulated into being “bad” or “wrong” are just goofy things that don’t matter in the long run. It’s when you agree with the secret that your life gets in danger.

But you know, blaming ALL of America won’t work either because there are some kick ass people there. They don’t have power and control right now, but that doesn’t mean they aren’t there.

All I really wanted to do was bring society to Level Five in positive disintegration so that people could see who was who. And I think it worked. I don’t really have to do anything else because I already set up something. All I have to do is go chill out and remember how to be me. And I don’t like feeling this frustrated. But honestly, there are way more good people than meanies, it’s just that the good people are too damned scared right now. If you show them that it’s okay to be who they are in this whole maelstrom, things can alter dramatically.

I know for a fact that there are profoundly Gifted people ALL over the world who have been trying to figure out how to get people to take them seriously. They know some solutions to some pretty weird stuff. And they know empathy. And they’re freaked out because there’s so much negative stimulation in the world, everyone kind of took a coffee break and let this thing get huge. And some people who are gifted are spiritually gifted and some are just really smart and more logical. And a lot are mixed race. And a lot don’t even like the word gifted because they are irritated by being separated from society. They’re as diverse as anyone.

It’s time to decide which way you want to go. You don’t have to think about any heavy duty spooky stuff at all, not if it freaks you out, you can just look at the world and admit that war, hatred, and violence is fucking us over. And if people try to unite you under a banner of war, no matter who it is with, now you know who those people are.

Anyway, I mostly have been writing just so people know I’m okay. But I don’t want to lead anyone. I want to go play. I realized I don’t have to keep looking at all the yucky stuff because I spent my whole life looking at it. I’m going to go look at happy things now, because at this point nothing surprises me anymore. I told you every yucky secret I have been told, whether they are true or not, you get to decide, some of them are very true, just unsettling and well covered up. I have a weird history, which is why I got away with saying so much. I probably would have stopped confessing if I hadn’t been medicated. And I know if I keep writing in a frustrated state I could confuse everyone. So I’m not going to. And anyway, I already did what I wanted to do. I don’t have to do anything else..

And I am perfectly entitled to live on this planet, don’t tell me any differently.

Declassified Indian Knowledge

Okay, if France is declassifying, so am I. Why not?

Here in Canada, and probably everywhere around the world, there exists a race of interdimensional beings we call “Little People.” And I don’t mean like that tv show. I mean like gnomes, as my cousin calls them. For some reason in my family they are commonly witnessed by people. My cousin has counted seven different species of Little People as they show up on her farm. At this point she doesn’t even want to look at gnome figurines anymore.

Human remains really do walk around museums.

There is an increase in poltergeist activity. My friend Preston’s house ended up having multiple spirits wandering around the basement and banging on the walls. One night one made everyone talk about the most morbid stuff they could think of for THREE hours until we finally left the house for pancakes and realized we got really fucked up. My cousin and I could feel two vortex’s in his house and didn’t know how to close them.

When I helped a friend edit a video about the missing women in Vancouver, some really creepy stuff happened. The final cut pro system would suddenly make edits on it’s own. We were on the third floor and could hear people knocking on the windows. The pipes in the ceiling were banging. A mysterious figure would let us in after hours. And finally, as my friend walked past a water cooler from five feet away it started to rock violently back and forth.

I have heard unearthly voices, and seen strange lights, and watched sparks fly past me. My cousin has talked to me from beyond the grave, although he’s really funny so it’s not creepy. I have seen men standing next to their coffins. I’ve felt hundreds of spirits still walking around in places like Sachsenhausen. And I also know for a fact that spirits will haunt murderers, which is the only reason Karla Holmolka started making mistakes. People don’t just vanish all together. They just don’t have a physical body anymore.

People like to believe that death is the absolute end, but it isn’t. There are all kinds of things you can’t even begin to imagine. You call it insanity to make yourselves feel better.

And even worse, consider this: how many aboriginal spirits do you imagine wander through the Americas? And what do you think they remember?